Repent Return

Arguing with the almighty creator is an easy trade!!

The creator is always the same
The creator never changes

And Lone in disagreement
Ææ, can anyone hear a slightly sigh perhaps!!

Pretty much in disagreement, actually
Pretty many different areas, much disagreement actually

Arguing with the almighty creator is a pretty easy trade, YHVH never change, and if any disagreement, and if I want to walk with YHVH I know, I have to change

HA, YHVH is not promised easy
AND – Lone learns for each dispute

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Flu flew
Pass Over passed over

And mentally I am about ready to begin a schedule in what I have tried to practice for some time

My self esteem, has been reversed from below freezing point to the very opposite – HEY – that did not come easy for the almighty either, I really tried to hold to the freezing point that is for sure. YHVH did not give up on me, even I deserved – YHVH won the fight for me

Rays of smiles from the sun appears on sky and bike, out site as well as in site has begun wheeling

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What I try to say is that
If I want a change in world
I dive into my deepest inner being

Dive, dig, and drag out hindrance in whatever kind might appear, remove weakness and establish strongholds instead

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Few hours from now, Shabbat will enter this part of world, house is about clean and this Shabbat I will for sure enjoy, in gratitude I will swallow the understanding that the change is a fact, in gratitude to you my beloved I ask you allow me to bring you honor in this

Shabbat Shalom

Human nature

Human skin is breathing and more fragile that most think. During our daily day we may treat our outside in many harsh ways

All over our skin are not plastic, all over our body there are breathing pores
If any doubt think about garlic

most of us are then surrounded with an odor which can be rather unpleasant

Uhm, I still remember a certain time husband in house were convinced it was very healthy to eat few cloves of garlic every day

first day was bearable. Second day the smell appeared stronger
stronger and stronger for each day
until I suggested him to sleep in the green house
at that time whole house were a stinking bomb I say

for years I been careful in what way I treated my skin. what I have in mind is :soap, lotion house cleaning components and so on

During my work I am to handle a many different products, that goes both for lotions and soap, and cleaning products as well

It is a job that requires that I washes my hands many times during a day
elderly people can be extremely fragile and are often attacked fast and easy from outer coming bacteria’s - I have to be careful, I am not to bring sicknesses between citizens

And something like: “put on your skin what you want to eat only” an idea – sigh and when Lone got an idea - Lone needs to give it try, is like I got this = between idea and act

Is a line I intent to practice as good as I can and dive into treatments of hair
Chamomile, tea, eggs, baking soda

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And that lead me to the soap opera
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How in the huge wide world is soap made!!
Oi and then there is this great friend of husbands – now and then, as often as possible he boast about that

Google!!

500 Grams Palmin – which, is a coconut oil
500 Grams Sunflower oil – ah I think I will choose olive oil
300 Grams of Water – life giving powerful drink made by the owner of universe
125 Grams of Caustic Soda

And what to do – sigh – translation abilities not available for this Viking!!
Google

http://www.soapmakingfun.com/cold-process-soap-guide2s.shtml

Nice words indeed make me realize the importance in the word accuracy
Hmm cold process is mentioned, the recipe I found in Danish were hot stuff

http://www.teachsoap.com/

Think husbands midst name is accuracy, mine are fantasy
Sigh – how to convince husband the importance to brew soap for family – wonder maybe he can begin a soap industry!! Hey – hello, it is husband there cooks the meals in house, sure has to be him that is to cook soap as well – sure thing

Woman, know your strategy!

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I told husband could be made of fat from swine
And I learned that people living under the flag of Islam consider soap made of swine as clean enough to be used on their skin…….
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Did I mention that skin of mankind is a breathing living piece of life what I put on my skin enters my body – I prefer to use soap based on vegetable products.

Sigh – and husband announces that next week he will begin garden project he already planned ……OH!! Maybe I am to brew soap anyways, though I tried – am a woman ya know

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Actually, am a bit exited in how and which direction this tunes into, smiling after all, in brain I have this sign = between idea and action!!

Super Bowl!

News papers, magazines, and the worldwide builder of human common sense – television, expresses almost in agreement almost as a large singing chorus: “choose low fat products”

I once chose the world to be a huge salad bow, and pick whatever I like, and leave the rest

Whatever I hear in the world I like to put a small question mark behind
I do not like to eat the news just because it has been told in the television

Ok! I have to admit, I rarely look what is in television, only now and then if husband opens and I am passing by the room television “lives in”

But I clearly remember the tunes television used to sing
And I notice people habits here and there

I am very careful in NOT choosing the low fat products
I rather chose not to eat this or that

Or I chose to eat less of certain products
And where able I chose to use

Milk is a good example for me to use, coz that is to buy here in several different categories with different levels of fat % - milk house buy the same brand each time, well almost, in times shop is out of the one family prefer – and family is here the youngest one, he is a bit fragile in what he puts into his mouth, sigh could this be the mother has spoiled him a bit – me wonders

Mayonnaise, here is low fat dingo in stores, mostly I never use the stuff, BUT do I have to, I use the regular one

I been around the food which contains fake sugar, I don’t touch these products at all, and I prefer to tell kids in house to avoid them as well -
Cola habits are universal development!

I am promised that nothing can do me any harm NOTHING at all
One has just to be wise and find out

Mar 7:15 There is nothing from without a man that entering into him can defile him: but the things which come out of him, those are they that defile the man.

How much in each category is for the best for me to consume
Actually, one does not need that much wisdom, just common sense
To figure out that carrots are doing lot more good to me than for instance ice cream

What, I think mentioned in an earlier blog post I use a lot of energy into mindset. And listen to signals my entire body is expressing, during meals and in betweens

Actually nothing new in this blog spot, and why I type this now, is that I noticed believers – the people trying to live Torah, not are aware in this trap, the world view into food processing/food consuming, the world has its own way to make room for discouragement and fear

Change worldly habits into Biblical habits is what I am trying to
Changing mindset is not the easiest that is
But, one step at the time, the land conquered is not to be given up again, small steps I use, I rather like slow in small steps of change, instead of going too fast and try to change into too many areas, I find that would be way too difficult for me to hold on the grab of the gained territory

But, most important, I think, is to find the rhythm that suits one the best
Smiling, and not listen way too much to the commercial overwhelming worldly methods – pick and choice and use wisdom in this salad bowl

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Did I forget what most important, sounds like me, all right!! And this is an addy afterwards

It is about control
I am to control what to eat, not the world, not the media, entire opinions about healthcare, and for sure and certainly not, not the food

Burger food without burger 4 youngest son

Gym freak had a working day
Opportunity for few minutes talk

I asked about a 2 min opinion in food change
Her answer:
“Stay away from white bread, rice, pasta and potatoes. Replace them with vegetables”

I know she is talking out from the worldly point of view, her center for talking is as much of world is losing weight, is not my goal, and my center is Torah, how my creator wants me to live.

Fact is my weight is something that might turn them fanatics both blue and red in head if I mention it – smiling – and I don’t coz the machinery that once was in house able to measure, was not capable to handle the pressure in house – it is up to reader to figure out if it was the weight of the wife in house, or it was the penchant of husband to tear down walls in house, that caused the dead of weight.

House here has not been overwhelmed by vegetables during time I am to admit. Husband chose not to eat as much vegetables – is a question about vitamin K, oldest son likes most of them veggies. Then there is the youngest son, oi perhaps the mother spoiled that poor kid!!!

“I don’t eat salad”

Hm
The mother learned during time, but what to do, what to do I wondered.

Ok! The mother used nasty tricks, I know.

“But burger is with salad too”
“Salad in burger I like to eat”

Done deal, sealed – and vitamin and fiber rich food is now introduced to household for good!

Salad, meat, raw, boiled, fried veggies
Not as much: bread, potatoes, rice, and pasta business

At this point of time I do not have the courage to try to explain what the difference is for the body – at least not all “the technical” details, only it is a question is not about the speed of food between mouth and – smiling – deposit and just before dumping room in body, that is almost same timeframe but how well is the energy stored in the muscles, and therefore fuel to keeping blood sugar in a stabile manner

!!!!! oi this language is tough in times!!!!!


Actually my thoughts were that what difference is between the 2 kinds of bread. I am a simple girl, and prefers simple solutions

Almost nothing from the group of food mentioned
Instead veggies

That is what I ended up with

If you can´ t handle the answer, never even think asking the Q!!

That is if the question is between human!!

If the question is to the mighty one
Then the handle matter is not an issue
Is a fact

Or even if one did not ask any question, one can run into a situation that an answer hits the wall!

I asked the gym genius at work today the difference between walk/run and the exercise bike

Multiply with 3 or 4!!

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I guess I have to work a bit with the 100 meters of mine!!

As in everything
One can make a mistake
End up in: “this particular way was not exactly what was perfect for me”
As in everything
Is about to figure out something else
And try again
And again

And how many different situations one has to go through
Until one finally finds what exactly fits to be the best
Giving up is not an option, that is crucified once and for all!!

No matter what in life
No matter what situation one is facing in life
Only way is to ask YHVH for showing what to do

No gain in running against the wind
Ææææææææææ says a very well knowing stiff neck!!

I am resting in that I am heard, and always YHVH is ready for me in no matter what. I can ask anything, smiling so I surely do. During my everyday am more or less always in communication somehow with the Mighty One

Approving fitness benefits abilities of the lungs to inhale and blood to devour the holy air

Rom 12:1 I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service.

Shalom, Soon Shabbat Shalom

YAY, just got the photo, was the class I recently ended, all sweet and I miss them, smiling, me with the white scarf.

Then there is the raw issue into vegetables
Oh me oh my

At the time I wrote about that, It was kind of easy; working days were from 07:00 morning into 15:00 afternoon

People at work has ended vacation and my working hours was changed
Now it was 07:00 morning and 13:00

Oh me oh my

13 – Is about nearly noon
Ok!! Lone you do not need to bring food then!!
You can eat when you return home!!
Rawness faded out of horizon

Suddenly I wake up and find
I have to begin all over into the vegetables

Can I ask you, can you hear a HUGE sigh?

In times it is ok without food, in times it is not so.
And as my crave still is the word
Stabile, life as in the topic of blood sugar

I have to start all over, figure out something that is functional for me
Both at the working days and the days off

Soon people on earth will tune into the user of another number to mark the specific time

Soon people can begin the celebration of the holy Shabbat
That is if they choose
All is a choice
Choice is daily between life or the opposite

Also is the choice into what my creator want me to eat
And for me to figure out what is best for me – how to handle my change in how to introduce a stability in my eating during my every days

Working at this, and -->>suddenly I will typos what my precise solution will bee

How important it is

It is not what I eat (notice according A la carte down stairs)
It is not about the amount of food
It is about noticing the signs the body gives
It is about acting on these signs
It is about a change in mind pattern
It is about being in control
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I grew up in a teaching that told food was a reward-thing
That was a heritage I had to go against
I know I tried as I raced children myself, though acknowledging that was a time without knowing the mighty YHVH

I was a different person, I was not a mentally strong person, and therefore as I write this I do not know in which degree I passed my heritage to the children I brought into world

One cannot approach the Almighty YHVH without YHVH responding
Smiling – in one way or another, always something is happening
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In times I meet the food-reward-pattern. In sadness I recon the nothing I can do or say,

No desire for any warning, no desire for any advice, no desire for my experience, not that I even tried to in this particular topic, but no matter the topic, pattern for mankind is exactly the same. Learning; by doing.

Only if one asks a question, one is about ready for the listen part. Trust me; this stiff neck REALLY knows this.
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Everything has to come from within
Also a desire for a change

A time there will be a kind a fragile wavering in the “what is to be instead of what is already known” from this – to what, is it this way to step, is it right, left, 1 step 2 step, what to do, what to do, consequences in stepping out into new country – and for sure consequences not to conquer new land.

Counsel the Mighty One is the best advice I can come to think
Counsel the Mighty One is the ONLY advice I can come to think
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For me it has been a deep diving into mind to acknowledge what I contained as a person. An understanding of what I came from, what the parents has given me during childhood, accept and understanding of this.

Same time it was a healing of mind.
My mindset was hmmm

A TOTALLY EXTREEMLY OVERWHELMING DISATER OF CONFUSION

I was promised a healing one day, some time ago. Not knowing when, not knowing how. Has in times been bit rough – howling, yelling, crying, screaming, fighting against this.

Today, I can type this
Thanks to YHVH I am now emotionally healed